I didn't really forget that I had a blog, mostly just I forgot that I was supposed to try and write in it. I don't have a lot of things in my life that I can write about. I have spent the last week trying to make sure that my kid doesn't walk on her foot. Ever spend time trying to convince a 1 year old that she's not allowed to walk? No? Well it's probably best that you don't waste your time. It's nearly impossible.
I'll give her credit though, this broken leg thing isn't stopping her at all. She doesn't complain of pain, at least not in anyway that we would normally think, and she doesn't let the cast stop her from getting to where she needs to be. She does get a little fussy, and I'm only assuming that it's pain related. It could be anything really. The only time I know what it is, is when she is actively taking a fit on me when I wont let her down. Then I know at least that it's because she wants to get off my lap and wander around.
I am finding it really difficult right now to let her out of my sight. There is a part of me that knows that she is fine with whomever she is with, but there is another part of me that is no longer sure. I don't think it has anything to do with not trusting the other person. I don't leave her with people I don't trust. I think it's more of a, if she gets hurt bad again I need to be there to let her know that everything is going to be okay.
She's going to grow up being one of those kids that has to take care of their mother. I can see it now...Poor Bean.
I completely understand. I'm the same way. My daughter fell backwards off her tricycle last week and landed on the back of her head on pavement. Hubby rushed over to get her and ran her inside to make sure she was fine. Meanwhile I was frozen, trying not to hyperventilate. Turned out she was fine... not really even a bump... I was the one mentally scarred!
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